The feast before Samhain is with us once again, the Danse Macabre for the fabled Aos Sí. Not for me some anecdote on a haunted gallery theme night. Anything relative to 'darker' art's is relegated as tacky as year old candy in a rotten Jack o Lantern this time of year at any rate. Much to my cost and chagrin. Still, the spirits run freely through the studio, dark corners move and spells are cast with the wave of a sable.
"The sadness will last forever." Van Goghs proported final words to Theo
This shall be my first Halloween for some time that I am not exhibiting anywhere. Enough ghosts and demons currently in the studio at any rate.
There's the ghost of Vincent for instance, pinned to my wall, glaring accusingly with one withering eye. The other one-his left one-is looking resigned, filled with marine-flecked melancholy and suffering. That particular eye haunts my own work right now, imposing itself into each canvas like the plucked orb of Horus.
Did Vincent truly suffer I wonder?
The romantique parable is of his self imposed exile in Arles amongst spud headed peasants, harboring Daddy issues and a gradual realization of the gargantuan shadow cast by Rembrandt, whilst his search to capture light in liquescence and Oriental line became the vainglorious quest of a failed alchemist. All on his brothers dime I might add, until he ravaged sibling good will and stipend on Absinthe, harlots and Japanese art prints. Not the suffering of brokeback tilling of fields from dusk till dawn with the peasants he gilded, or even the nine to five for poor old Vince, just the artifice of the syphilitic Libertine in a garret, the actor slumming it for the Academy.
Vincent the artist messiah, the flameheaded madman suffering needlessly, and dying penuriously wretched to save the future of contemporary Art. Vincent a standard bearer for greatness equated with drug addled, ritualized self sacrifice. Vincent the veritable Lou Reed of Modern Art. Vincent and the second shooter, because a death doesn't truly become a myth without a hefty (over)dose of conspiracy. Mischievous brats with bad aim or not,there go Rothko,Pollock and his ilk making martyrs of us all.Or at least suffering taken to its histrionic, ignoble endpoint with Granto's trite Eye-jaculations;
The residual misery stain's the 20th century and beyond, thicker than impasto, making soothsayers of passive observers hoping to unravel an element of raw human truth amongst the chaos of stumbled ill rendering, whilst faded print's of sunflower's hang innocuously from a million vestibule wall's.
Often beyond the confines of my studio, accompanying the sounds of my own cursing, the voices in my head and whatever happens to be on my playlist, can be heard the diligent chug, chug, whir of my wife sewing.
For let it be known, and make no mistake about it, that Lani is the true accomplished artist in this household.
For years, I've watched in awe, as she manicures the most delicate cloth with silken thread and animate it into being, and often at shows, the last thirteen Halloweens, daily living-I have been the beneficiary of her remarkable gift to give fabric character, as have countless others. Costumes, contemporary clothing, a dizzying gamut of ingenious adornments, no longer shall she be silent all these years, because her talents now have an online presence:Skyflower creations.
Follow the thread- thread and her luxurious needlework by subscribing to her blog.
Inspired and at the behest of a recent facebook post by my talented daughter-Emma-above is a stack of current obsessions feeding the artistic alchemy.
By virtue of abundance, it's not quite as diverse or impressive as Bowie's top 100 list of books, which appeared this week and which I was happy to note does include one of the tomes on my own current pile.
Depending on the canvas consuming me at the time, the list is generally interchangeable of course, and most of the books are digested purely for invocation, but as latitude and longitute into the geography of the new series, it's a pretty good GPS.
The list from top left is as follows:
Salvador Dali-50 Secrets of Magic Craftsmanship Valazquez, the technique of genius by Jonathan Brown and Carmen Garrido The Encyclopedia of Mythology by Arthur Cotterell The PreRaphaelites by Trewin Copplestone The Divine Comedy with Illustrations by Gustav Dore (translation by Henry W. Longfellow) The complete works of Shakespeare Images of Horror and Fantasy by Gert Schiff Creepy presents Richard Corben-the definitive collection of the artist's work from Creepy and Eerie! On Ugliness by Umberto Eco Art of the Late Middle Ages by Hans H. Hofstatter Van Gogh a self-portrait. Letters revealing his life as a painter selected by W.H.Auden The Devil-the Archfiend in Art from the sixth to the sixteenth century by Luther Link The Club Dumas by Arturo Perez-Reverte Purgatorio by Dante Alighieri The Secret Temple-Masons, Mysteries and the founding of America by Peter Levenda Portrait of the Artist as ab young man and the Dubliners by James Joyce Like you've never been away by Paul Trevor